So I did it. I ran The Parisienne today and I'm really happy I made it to the finish line.
I have to admit that even though I'd decided to run it over a year ago, I didn't start training for it until the end of June and didn't actually sign up to run until end of July!
That's why I say I'm happy I made it to the finish line, because three months before I wasn't even sure I'd make it to the start line!!
I was under the impression that the race was 12km long and I was in such bad shape that the first time I went to the gym I was only able to run 4 km in 45 mins at a very slow speed. I knew I would never make it through 12km of outdoor running in this condition. So I decided I wouldn't sign up until I was able to run at least 3/4ers of the distance. I started to hit the gym after work four times a week and with each passing week I'd add either time or speed to the treadmill; all the time not having yet made up my mind to run or not. Slowly but surely I got my endurance up and by beginning of August I was able to run between 8km and 8.5km in under an hour four times a week. I'd also lost a couple of kilos along the way which as you an imagine was an extra incentive to keep on going. So on the last night before inscriptions were closed, I logged on to the Parisienne website and signed up to run.
And that's when I found out that the race was actually a 6km race !
I have to admit I was a little disappointed at this. I had been wanting to test myself and see if I was able to run a distance I'd yet to reach in my training. Now I was sure I was going to make it to the finish line and somehow the "challenge" didn't seem such a great one anymore. So I stopped training for a week. That's right. I'm a flake.
But something funny happened during that week. I missed working out.
Somewhere along the line, I'd become addicted to those miserable 50 and so minutes where nothing else matters, only the pounding of my feet on the treadmill and the music blasting in my ears and my eyes firmly set upon my own eyes reflected in the mirror in front of me, edging them to go on and on. I never got any side pains anymore as I used to when I'd started out, nor did my legs hurt after 30mins, nor did my body feel jiggly when running and all of these changes somehow told me that all this was about so much more than simply running a stupid race. It was about me. Something inside was changing and it felt so much better.
I hadn't even noticed that I didn't feel sad or depressed anymore until Hubby commented on this one day. I didn't notice that I had switched my (daily six-pack) diet coke addition for bottled water until I opened the fridge in my office one morning and noticed all the stock-up cans I hadn't touched in weeks. I hadn't even noticed that I was loosing weight until the day laundry hadn't been done chez Fned's and I pulled out the last pair of clean pants I had left from the back of my closet which tended to cling unflatteringly to my waist and butt (hence the back of the closet thing) and suddenly they weren't so... clingy!
So what if the race wasn't going to be the grand challenge I'd been wanting it to be? By then I knew I was doing this no longer just for the race. I was doing this for myself and the 3rd decade of my life in which I was now entering. So I went back and kept training. I decided I wanted to finish the face in under 45 mins - which yes, is not such an awesome time considering I was already running 8km in 50 mins, but I'd been training exclusively indoors and wasn't sure what it was going to be like to run on cobble-stoned streets with hills and sidewalks and stuff like that so I decided to give myself some leeway.
My last apprehension was the NY trip. Travelling/Vacations usually tend to disrupt any routine for me (as I've often blogged about in the past) and this trip was happening the week before the race. Fortunetly enough, our hotel had a fitness center and I was able to keep up my 4 times a week routine in addition to all the walking and sightseeing Hubby and I did while there. As a side note I have to add that you know you're in Manhattan when your treadmill has enough knobs and buttons and screens that it looks like a Nasa command centre instead of simple exercise equipment!!
So I made it to the Parisienne's starting line and I made it to the finish line as well. I'm so happy and proud of myself because somehow deep inside me I feel like the real challenge started way before I hit the starting line.
Fned.
My times: 6Kms: 00:37:07 mins
3,194th place / 14,850 arrivals to the finish line


All pics: Hubby.










12 comments:
What a runner you are, Fned! You look not only beautiful, muscular, and determined, but also completely at home on the ground! Treadmill or no treadmill, you're a runner! And your time was excellent, impressive!! As was how you placed - right up there in the top fifth!! Good for you!
Congrats for finishing! And for starting, which is definitely harder sometimes! I miss fancy American treadmills, I feel like the more buttons mean I'm training better somehow, lol. What length will you do next?
Congrats!!! Running is wonderful!!!
Congratulations! I was at the Eiffel tower that day with my boss and I thought of you when I saw all the runners go past!
you did it!
goood for you...
yo estoy bajando los kilos porque no me da tiempo de comer... tu corres en el gimsnasio y yo en la calle para llegar a la escuela...
still... jamas podría hacer 6 km en 30ypico minutos...
felicidades pao :)
Way to go Fned! You looked awesome! I thought of you this morning...hadn't been to the gym in way too long and after reading your post, I was on the treadmill with my ipod going and owing it all to you :)
Thanks for the inspire!!
Aunt S
Congrats!!! That's awesome that you did it at all and even better that you beat your goal time by so much.
I have to say, reading this yesterday inspired me...I'm training for a 10k right now and really have not found motivation and didn't want to go on my long run. But after reading this, I realized that all the reasons you run are the reasons I run, so I should probably get out there and do it. It wasn't my fastest run, but I actually enjoyed it for a change, which was something I really needed. So thanks!
Great job, Fned!! And you know, the races never stop here in Paree if you're still interested in trying a 10 or 12K. :) Seriously, we should do one.
Nasa command center, ha ha!
Congratulation , you did it !!!!
your time was excellent !!
really, you are a uncommon girl , ( for the moment) I like it !
helene
WOW! Fned! congratulations girl!!! it is so awesome! I love your determination and you are truly inspiring! (now I will have to go back to the gym!) You make it sound so easy heh really, but I know it required effort and lots of courage. You are THE girl! :D
Felicidades chica!!!!
THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR KIND COMMENTS, I REALLY APPRECIATE THEM!!!
Minshap: Thanks mom! I really have discovered a recent "liking" to running... somehow it makes me feel more relaxed when I'm finished!
Andromeda: Thanks!! Hahaha... actually the Miles vs. Kilometers thing was a blessing in disguise! I'd forgotten about it being miles over there and suddenly I was trying to run the same numbers as in France except I felt my pace was MUCH faster... after I figured it out, it took me another moment to figure out HOW to change the settings on those treadmills to switch to KM so when I got back to France my training had LARGELY improved!! I'm hoping to do a 10k sometime soon... :D
Frou Frou: Thanks!! I never thought I'd say this but I really enjoy it!!
Ksma: Thanks girl! Can you believe all the people that ran!! It must have looked amazing from the Eiffel Tower lookout spots... I felt like I was in a literal sea of running women!!
Carmen: heheheh, que bueno que la escuela te tiene bien ocupada, pero nunca digas jamas... te aseguro que si te lanzas.. lo haces... :D
Aunt S: Thanks!! I think I would have never been able to do this in the pre-Ipod era though... that little gadget is my single most prized possession!! =)
Emily: It's funny you say this because it was you and Kyle's half marathon run last year that inspired ME to sign up for the Parisienne!!! Way to go for the 10k!!
Jonnifer: you got it! If you hear of a 10K, fais moi signe!! I'm up for it...
Hélène: Thanks! (I think?) ;)
Ale: oh girl! the hardest part for me is that single moment when I'm home, still not changed into my gym clothes and debating over weather to go or not... once the YES has won over the NO, the rest is easy!!! =)
Fned.
Wow I'm late in commenting but congrats to you! That's so great. You look like a professional out there ;)
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